update

Well havent had my gastric bypass yet.. hubby did land a job as a sub custodian at our city schools.. So I am hoping that i will be able to complete that dream of having surgery soon... Well I have been crocheting and hopefully my daughter will let me use her camera to take some pics soon... I cant wait for the exchange coming soon in our group ... its going to be great having a secert exchange,,, I love that kind and you know whats better when someone puts there heart into making something speacial for you.. u ever get that kinda swap that u know there heart wasnt into it or something smelled like its been in the attic for 20 yrs? but hopefully that is a one time thing... well any way I enjoy crocheting.. i have for 15 yrs or going 16 lol. come visit back may have some pics up soon...

crocheting

I have been crocheting alot..i have made some things for exchanges, and family. the picture that is in my main photo is a afgahn i made my mom. its blue ribbon and its a patch work like. i also enjoying making wreaths and dishcloths...well i just wanted to update and do somethings on here,,, So hopefully with new yr coming and a new digital camera coming from santa i am hoping to post more of my work... hugs til later

my dream

I am a mom of two kids one is 14 ,,, and the other is 11 yrs... and my quest is to have gastric bypass so i am healthier for me and them.. i am also married for 7 yrs and he is some supportive.. Any way i weigh 362 pounds and quialfy for the surgery my worries are that the insurance wont pay for the reconstruction of my body.. The lord knows i need a lift here and there... almost 40 yrs old .... Why do i want this so bad? I need to drop the weight nothing else has worked for me in the past.. I was skinny til i was in my mid 20's i weighed 180pds,,, til 23yrs of age... So wish me luck... keep me in ur prayers that everything works out...